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HEY HEY HEY!!! 
hello and welcome to my blog - hehehe .. which I actually made for you guys that i was allowed to get to know during the last 9 months!!
During these 9 months I met a lot of great people from all around the world - amazing people, amazing friends!!
It was too great that I had the chance to go a part of my way with them - with you guys!!
And I so appreciate that I can call you guys my friends!!
This webblog is a way to try to be able to give a little -- to not have to care so much about the time difference 
yeah -- thats where you guys are -- everywhere and nowhere, but always here in my heart -- mmh kinda poetic, eh??
More about me...
When I was young...:
which i actually still am, but which i consider the time before canada -- i never expected that i could find something like i found over there!!
When I grow up...:
... grow what?? 
-- Then I'll hopefully think twice sometimes !
This week...:
- can't tell - is just as similar and different as any other 
I wish...:
that one day everybody finds what makes them happy! honest smiles are one of the most beautiful things in the world!
I believe...:
That if you Want, you Can!
I love...:
the sound of the waves of the ocean, especially at night when there's no one around, just the stars and the sea ~~
I welcome...:
... you guys -- either here or whenever you decide to come to Germany
Blog
TONS (!!) of positive emotions and impressions ~~
OH MY GOSH - i am done !!
this was almost too much happiness this weekend - is that actually possible !??!
first : going crazy (and if u ask them they will tell u that in this case going crazy actually DOES mean really crazy) because of meeting sam and florian
then : meeting my dear friend !! dancing and going crazy (!! again !!) in the rain - full of joy and happiness --
TODAY : RECEIVING A LETTER FROM BRAZIL - from my dear playa !!!
can it even be better???? <3 <3 <3
It's been 2 days already !
ATTENTION - THIS BLOG ENTRY IS KINDA SUPER - LONG - ATTENTION
OH MY GOSH !
okay i will begin with the first 3 possible titles for the entry of this blog (if i hadnt fallen asleep and if i had written it directly after coming home on sunday ..):
TRAIN next time !!
I am dead ........
it was awesome (!!!) , BUT !!
and all the three dont actually really describe the day (except of the word "awesome" - but maybe .. first from the beginning and then explaining the titles LoL --
Sunday, 24th of August, 10 weeks after having left vancity... Being at my sister's for a long weekend for a certain reason... Getting up too early - to take the car (my little rocking s.m.r.t. - i mean s.m.a.r.t. ;-))... Going to Mannheim (a city somewhere in Germany).... Sitting in the car for 5,5 hours (including getting lost in Mannheim)..... Being there for 4 hours and going back for 5 hours.... Makes it a being at home at 11pm....
SO : next time no car, it's too boring being alone on the car for such a long time, i was dead .. well nothing more to say and it was awesome but exhausting ..
AND SOOOOO WORTH IT - i would ALWAYS do it again!!
OH MY GOSH IT WAS AMAZING !!!!!!!!!
oh .. i was overwhelmed (do i actually write it like that??) !!
and double oh - i didnt even say yet what i actually did - i met FLorian and Sam !! who i hadnt seen in ages .. well .. a too long time !!
EUROPE IS A VILLAGE -- kinda ;-)
okay so we met and spent an actually too short time together and then we went home -- and talking about it i got reactions like "well going there for such a short time - WELL I (!) would not do THAT" - but HEY i did and i would always do it again !!
thanks you guys for a beautiful day, but next time we do have to extend that ;-)
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AND yesterday on my way coming home from my sisters i stopped at a friend's house - a friend who i hadnt seen in more than one year and who can be called one of my VERY best mates here in germany !! and it was soooo amazing -- it was raining, but doesnt matter, we were screaming and dancing and jumping around in the rain - it was a great feeling !!
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and then in the end i want to dedicate this entry to two real good friends who are in vancouver still right now, but who - as we all had - have to leave pretty soon !! - Jérôme and Bernard - I wish you guys a lot of fun during your last days and a safe trip home and well you see : its possible and Europe really IS a village !! take care of yourselves !! :-)
A Rainy Day In Vancouver
how good do we all actually know the situation described in the title? vancouver the city with the nickname "raincouver" (even though there is actually more rain in seattle --) .. a day like many others - a day full of clouds - a wet day - a rainy day - a rainy day in vancouver - but still not a bad day ..
so yesterday i got a DVD from my sister, my actual welcome back present .. its a german movie called "keinohrhasen" (which pretty much means "noearrabbits" - no ear rabbits) and i open the box and on the left hand side there is this paper thing that says "a rainy day in vancouver" - its nothing special, just a piece of paper with the notes and stuff for a song called like that. in my opinion the song is not too extraordinary or something, but just because of the symbolic meaning i will put it here :
vlog # 2 - stop waiting !! i still have some good piece of work to do !!
and then tomorrow -- going to mannheim, a city in germany -- meeting sam and florian !!! :-)
see yaa guys !!not more than # 1,463 ..
I AM SORRY - well am I?? no actually not .. i mean i did more than i actually had to !!
i did blog # 2 - YEAH i did it !! and after that it was time for blog number 1,463 !! yeheah !! -- because blog number 2 was just too long and i still need a cutting programm which helps me to solve that problem in an adequate (does this word actually exist in english - flakespeare??) good way !!
so right now just the following ;-)
so then - "talk" to you guys later :-)
Mamma Mia!
oh lala -- haha i cant stop listening to mamma mia! - well the soundtrack of the movie *totally in love <3*
and then i want to dedicate this entry to my older brother, the prince of north korea - send your good thoughts to him, by thinking a bit of him :-)
we all have to say goodbye sooner or later to precious places and people (alliteration = stylistic device --> words starting with the same letter ;-) ) often sooner than we expect it or wish it - but some things will never be forgotten!!!
i am interested to know how long it will take me to stop referring to missing stuff and saying goodbye and stuff --
mmh doesn't any of you wanna win a bit playing poker or something and then come around for a bit to visit me a bit here in my nice and beautiful good old germany?? no? damn -- well .. maybe later LoL
and noooow -- HAHAHAHA .. look at what's coming down there -- be excited!! but not too much, because actually it's NOT what you might be expecting ;-)
thanks you guys !! take care !! <3
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hey hey hey !!
yeeeh movie weeeeeek :-) - well kind of ^^
yesterday cinema - Mamma Mia! - oooh i really like this movie and well it also reminds me of being in van, because that's where I watched it the very first time - right Flong??? ;-)
and then today a german movie -- well it was okay (actually i gotta say that i actually like german movies, not too bad usually !! )
and then tomorrow my bro and i we will watch DVD - oh and if last weekend counts as this week, then i went to the cinema with my bro last saturday - i think - last weekend was kinda topsy-turvy anyway ~~
so then next week i will hopefully finally manage to meet florian and sam -- keep on crossing the fingers :-)
and then i just heard that someone wanted to leave a comment and well couldnt really work out how to -- well always below my entries there is this kinda button called "comment", push the button and then hahaaa there is place to write - naaa french trouble girl?? does it work out?? ;-)
and then i realized again how possible it is to still crazy miss after now weeks since i left.. missing all - vancity (even though i just saw it recently), the people who left with me, the people i just visited and also those close friends that i haven't heard of in a while or like forever .. :-(
P.S.: it's coming - the second one ...
No Way Is Too Far
I just found a song today from a German band that I liked and so I directly translated it ;-) -- The band is called "Madsen " and the original title is "Keine Weg zu weit".
(If you click on the word "Madsen" up there you will get to a short wikipedia.org article on that band and the songtitle is linked to the song on youtube.com -- )
Madsen – No Way Too Far
I am not getting tired and I am not getting old
I am searching and know the way is still far
I am walking in the dark and follow my feeling
Without any directions
But I know what I want, but I know what I want
No way is too far
No river is too wide
I am ready for everything
Until we meet again
I will always move on.
I cross the desert and run against the wind
I jump into deep water where the waves are the highest
I fight against giants, I doubt my sanity
We will meet,
Please tell me when, please tell me when
No way is too far
No river is too wide
I am ready for everything
Until we meet again
I will always move on.
Well I mean it always depends on your music taste if you like the song itself, but I also kinda like the lyrics - which doesn't really happen pretty often, I mean that I pay attention to the lyrics when I hear a song for the very first time --
A special person in life ~~
Life is Short
They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
An hour to appreciate them,
A day to love them,
But then an entire life to forget them.
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back in germany - really this time !!
AAAAAARGH - i gotta RELAX - damn fucking shit - one second smiling and happy and then this freaking page is accidently being closed and BAAAM i am angry and grrrrr - fkgbfdsxcjdsxj .. whoooooosaaaaaah - i am relaaaaaaxed ..
i just said that the two weeks going to van helped me a lot to finally arrive back in germany -- thanks to you guys!!
then i talked to floh - appologizing that i still didnt put pics in the catogory -- and i will not change this too soon, its the place for the pics of 9 months so i gotta choose carefully ;-)
but what i will do right now is to put some pics of the last two weeks in here, not all, only a choice of course - with bernie's (hey roll over bernie :-P) pics all in all around 500 ---
Queen Elizabeth Park - Tuesday, 22nd of July
Stanley Park - Cycling - Thursday, 24th of July
Olympic Village - Friday, 25th of July
Lynn Valley - Saturday, 26th of July
CAMBIE - DAY - Thursday, 30th of July
Airport - Sunday, 3rd of August
-- as i said it's just a choice .. since i took them from my "picasa" web album i just took my pics -- there are of course more days !!
thank you guys for welcoming me again with such honesty!! and thanks for spending your time with me!! i had a great time and hope to see you - all of my friends that i made in canada - to see you again - rather sooner than later, please ;-)
take good care you guys and check out the new song and i will have added a new movie in a second ;-) and MAYBE a new phrase ;-) and i am working on a new vlog but i am working out a script first and i gotta get some alcohol ;-)
back ~~
well yeah .. back in this case really means back to vancouver!! - after only 5 weeks i am back. and it feels good!! seeing people and places i know and i feel welcome with!!
people who i am as happy to see them as they are to see me!! yeah .. i will try to see places i haven't seen when i was here!!
and close circles and finish and well whatever :-)
lets see whats gonna come .. :-)